Look at this dumbass, smiling like an idiot, does he not realise what he’s just been through? Dumbass baby 😂
It’s crazy really, that I don’t remember a time that set the base tone for the rest of my life, but then again, do I actually wanna remember any of it?
Nope, pretty sure I don’t haha.
It’s interesting to think about it though, how something that I have no memory of, has played such a large role for me, essentially establishing the foundation for the rest of my life.
It’s interesting to think about what-if I never had AVSD & Co, would I be the same person I am today? Probably not, but the question is how much would I and this alternate, Earth-2, version of me differ?
Would it just be me without the insecurities that stemmed from my health? Would I have been this “strong” anyway, or was that something that was built because of the hurdles I’ve faced?
Not everyone deals with the same issues in the same way, so, I guess the question is, was I born with this innate ‘fight’ to not go quietly into the night, or was it nurtured into me by life and my personal hurdles?
Well the answer is, very anticlimactically, we’ll never really know haha.
That said, it’s the line of inquisition that is more interesting to me, not the answers so much.
The extraction of lessons & thoughts that I find valuable, in that they, how do I explain it, helps me with perspective, to understand myself a little better, if that makes sense.
I have a slight feeling that today’s ramble is a little on the… random & ‘Possibly Doesn’t Make Sense’ side of things.
Rambler’s Block maybe? Haha.
Anyway that’s it with this Series of photos, not sure what’s next, I guess we’ll just have to wait and see haha.
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